ok so its late- and yes probably too many beers with a good ole
friend...but it has pushed me to wonder--

When will I not care anymore?
When will his life and what he is or isn't doing not matter?
When will what I am with or without him not matter anymore??????????????


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again