Thanks for the input Seek and no you aren't barging in. I appreciate what you posted. Right now an apology wouldn't be appropriate because I keep rehashing the same thing over and over and then apologizing each time. He tells me "it's no sense apologizing if you're going to do the same thing again and again" The purest form of apologizing with my sitch is to stop making the same mistakes.
Jen
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
