My biggest fear is my kids find out just because they will be in the house. I am reading a ton of books, and one book is on infidelity - maybe I should leave it out and have them ask questions. No, wrong way to do it. If I choose to do it, I will man up and do it. Really need to think about it.
Man, are you ever all over the road. Just re-read what you wrote here. "I should tell them. No, I should just leave a book out about it. No, I should man up and do it. No, I really need to think about it."
Good lord. I think you need to do some deep soul-searching, CBK, and figure out what it is you want, and what you're willing to do to get it. We can help you with strategies and tactics, but we can't help you grow a set, and we certainly can't make tough decisions for you.
This road ahead is going to be rough. It's time to batton down your hatches, and steel yourself against the storm, and decide to head into it.
