All this just annoys the living daylights out of me. I'm going through an angry thing about how "Kevin" unpeels his onion.. I don't know. I can't think of it from my perspective anymore, because it makes me a victim. The more I say "he he he" the less I embrace the choices I have.
I can feel anger from his actions, without the need to be spiteful and hurtful.
I don't have to keep killing that horse to know it just ain't gonna move.
I can embrace this wonderful sense that exudes from me, so full of joy and love of life.
I can let go of what I thought I had.
I don't need to understand who or what "Kevin" is now.
I can feel hurt, betrayed, denied, left out of the loop but not let those emotions control me.
I can turn to others..
Support is a comfort, not a weakness.
I can shred the need to overthink, over analyze, over do and just be in the moment.
If I fear something, I'll do it, address it. Isn't that what 180's are all about?
