For the guys with kids and a WAW

[hopeful4her]

I like the lyrics.
Jeff and CBK, I appreciate the words. I hate the emotional side of me. It's good to vent on here. I know a lot of people are looking, just not replying.

Talked to my Dad a bit today. My parents still don't know about the affair. They know she wants out and are confused. Maybe they suspect something, but don't say anything. I called WW on the home to let her know I was on my way. She said she just got home with D6 from the grocery store. She told me she bought some kites and some toiletries for the kids. I asked her what the plan was for today. I was meaning if we were going to do any family stuff. She told me she was going to go out with some girls from work. She was going to meet them at the office, because they were working today, then follow one of the girls to her house to park her car as it was close to where they were going tonite. It is Fiesta time in San Antonio and it is time for the Oyster Bake. Love it. We usually go together every year. Not this year. Hate it. She says she got the kids some pizzas and movies and S14 will babysit tonight. I get home, she is dyeing her hair. She just got some crazy hightlights just over a month ago. Thats my WW. She went darker. House has been cleaned spotless and a roast for lunch. Usually the case when she knows she is going out. She asks me if I had eaten and tell me about the lunch she made. I ask if she had eaten and she said no. Later I hear her talking to a coworker about later. I guess she is going out with the girls after all. She is assuming that I am going out as well, but I don't think I am. Don't want to leave the kids home alone at night. Later she gets ready and leaves. She spoke to me more today than I thought she was. I looked at the videos she rented and one of them was "3:16, A Movie of Hope", the movie by Max Lucado, a local Christian Pastor, minister and book writer. I asked D6 who rented that movie. She says," Mommy rented it. I think it is for ya'll to watch." As usual, call me confused.