We talked some more and I guess as I said before I was over reacting to it all, overwhelmed if you would. But it goes back to my need to always have money, I know this. I am always afraid that something will happen and I won't have any, period. It's a personality quirk if you will, H has come to know and not so much love it but takes it because its part of me.
I will say one thing though the last couple of posts really helped me get through some of the things that were going on in my head. Venting, journaling what ever you want to call it, it help me out big time.
Today H and I did some work out in the yard. What a beautiful day mid to high 70's, even got some laundry out on the line to dry outside. This one thing that I know I have not mentioned before but when we first got married it was a 'rule' he did all the outside work and I would do all the inside work. Well that has changed, H and been doing alot of things for me around the house like laundry, dishes etc. So once I got a couple of loads of laundry done I asked if he needed any help. I jumped on the four wheeler and away I went with the detatcher on the back and he started to mow. I was actually fun.
I have to run and get D at the mall, dare I be late again. LOL
