Well it looks like my old thread got locked so here we go on thread 2.
Thanks GL for your input on your last statement. Yes I do want to be a happy person and I will not change the way things are going right now.
Had a good day at the ballfield today, W was in a very good mood and we talked quite a bit about the game. It was very pleasant.
W just came by the house as she had to drop S10 off at one of his friends house to go to a ballgame tonight, minor league game. She came by to bring me some shorts as it was 85 degrees here today and I didn't have any of my shorts here so she brought them to me since she was in the neighborhood. I was cleaning house and she made comment about how did it feel to be having to clean house. She was jokingly laughing at me with S7. I was never one to clean when we were together, I concentrated on the outside and took care of that, she did the inside and this was one of her things she didn't like. She did ask what made me decide to buy a vaccuum cleaner. I told her I didn't want to have to keep bothering her with getting ours from her house. She didn't say anything else about it.
All in all, a very good day, I was very vocal with other parents at the field. W and S7 missed the first game as S7 had practice, they made it at the start of the second game. She did come and sit beside me which I guess she normally would anyway.
Thanks to all of you who helped to lock my old thread, your input is great and is really helping me through this tough time. I can already tell that I am dealing with these things in a much better light than I was a month ago when I first found this board. I really feel in the last week that things are starting to go better for me. Newbie here needing some advice
