Thanks for the advice. This week has really been one of the most difficult I've ever had to face. It's not bad if I don't fully think about what just happened. But as soon as I realize that I have the label of "divorced" on me then I just break down. I hate how people now wonder about what happened. Divorce really is a failure. I really miss the life I had. I miss taking care of my wife, being there for her, kissing her on the head in the morning while she is still sleeping. I just don't understand how I could do so much for a person and they just leave.