Not the person I was before

[redhottie]

H was a complete jerk yesterday....big surprise. H waited until he was done w/ work to text me that he was stopping to get clothes. He knew I wouldn't be home then. Then he sent me a couple of msgs. asking "permission" to do a couple of things, I guess because I am such a controling B. I have given all control to him the past 10 months, time for me to take control of my life and be happy. Anyone want to place bets on if and when I hear from him today. I am trying to figure out what I call him at this point when talking to people. I guess A..hole is too harsh, he is only legally my husband, sometimes I say D's dad, we haven't filed yet so I don't think I should say future ex. UGH! I hate this.