To agree to a D or not..... that is the question

[ACJ]

HB2 I have already tried your good suggestion to no avail. It's like if he doesn't reply I don't exist. Unfortunately b/c it's only ever about the children it feels like they don't exist either.

TL thanks for your wishes for my D18.

There are two people missing this morning at this momentous point in my life. H & D18! She went out with her BF last night and stayed out. I'm disappointed but she is officially an adult now so there didn't seem any point in making a fuss. I have to learn to take a back seat in her life w/o it hurting.

She is officially 18 and 1 hour old I probably won't see her until lunch time as she is having her hair and nails done this morning. All that matters is that she enjoys her day but I have to admit I'm feeling a little bit sorry for myself. H and I should be celebrating our 'achievement' of raising her into a beautiful young woman. I feel very alone today.

Hopefully the day will get better. I think I'll be exhausted before it even gets to her party as I've so much to do before my house guests arrive. Typically there is no here to help me either. Well S15 is here but I don't suppose he will get up until midday

Don't suppose I will have time to come back here today I hope you all have a good day.