Beauty is still holding on ths site and kids..

[BEAUTYandWAH]

Journaling..
H and I went to lunch together. We talked small things nothing about R. He is trying very hard, is patiant..and so on. He cooked dinner again, cleaned after dinner, and put kids in bath etc. He is very 'good family man'. At one point, I wanted this so much. I wanted him to be a good father and spend time as family. Now I feel, "this's not enough!" I want affection and want make me feel the only one. Is it too much to ask at this point..? Probably is. I cannot screw up right now. I will not have energy to start over the small steps.
I will read DBing again tonight. I hope I can make some goals that will keep progress our relationship.
Beauty