I am sorry that you are having a bad time tonight. I've already been all the way thru it and I know what your going thru. It is defintely the most horrific time of your life.
I stopped contact with the ex when he pushed my buttons. I just didn't want to deal with it. It was very painful. You need to detach. Let it go. Move forward in your life. It is simply the hardest thing to do but for now being where you are is not good for you. She will do anything to make you hurt. And your better than that. I don't know why the continue to hurt us but they do and the best thing for me was to move on with myself and children. It hard I really know that but sometimes you need to drop the rope as Snodderly said to me and move forward with myself. I did it got easier. It was hard but it got easier and easier. I am in a great place now. You need to know that all this will pass. that you will be alright.
YOU have options. You are the one that will be the strongest. It takes healing and time. I don't know your full situation but I am only here to tell you that it does get better when YOU decide to get better. My thoughts are with you tonight and I hope that I said something that could possibily help you. ITSY
M54 H54 married 30 years Prostitues and Other women "100's" 10/7/2004 Prostitue/Junkie girlfriend 6/04-1/07? Left 1/5/05 returned 1/9/05 Asked h to leave 4/2005 Had to, prostitues OW 5/2005 not a prostitue Divorced 9/2006
