So I have been really depressed the last few days and more frustrated and I cant even put my finger on why. Recently I just have this feeling that my H is lying to me and is still very involved with OW. Nothing has changed, I have no proof, and things have been actually pretty good but something tells my "gut" I am being naive. Could I just be paranoid or is there something to this? The only thing I know (because I take care of the checkbook and financial stuff) is there have been a few bills at different restaurants for $40-50 clearly more than it cost for one person. I really want to ask my H if he has been with her recently but I konw the book tells us not to ask questions. That is just so hard for me!!! For the most part I am good about that BUT I dont want to be made a fool of or think he is doing one thing when he is not. This crap is all so hard...trying to figure out how to be around him and how to make myself happy regardless of him when we have to have contact because of our son. ughhhhh
