I really just don't understand my W's train of thought.

The D papers have been served on me and I must answer them with in 30 days. She says as of tonight she wants to go forward but is conflicted. Really does not know hat she wants but she knows for sure that she does not want to withdraw the papers.

The clock is ticking on me and I must retain a lawyer, which will cost me mucho grande $$$$. It will be contested when I do this and it's going to make her upset I am sure.

She wants to continue with MC.

I can't figure out why you would risk financial ruin of her and my life, D2 loss of 2 parents in the house...I just don't get it.

In the mean time we are playing happy family with the exception of sleeping together..I do not F****** get it.

Last edited by M from Tennessee; 04/19/08 12:37 AM.