[girlfromipanema]

I had lunch with a great friend of mine today. He and his wife tell me they think I'm the total package - smart, sweet, fun and attractive and can't imagine why my H would be doing this. I've known them since I was 19 so they know me well. I would like to believe what they say - they're both intelligent and wonderful. My friend asked how things were and I explained my H's lack of communication and silence. He wondered how I could tolerate living like this. The truth is, I can't tolerate it much longer.

I'm hoping to have a conversation with H on Sunday. I'm thinking I need to clear the air about the assumptions he's making about me. The longer the silence continues, the harder my heart becomes. This week I have felt hatred for my H. Not good.