Let me try to give you some advice (for what it is worth) for tonight. If you want your H in your life, do not under any circumstance have a negative attitude. Be as happy as you can be....yes it is very difficult but the last thing you want to do is alienate him to the point where he thinks that there is no hope. i remember the last time I went out for supper with my W. I was a little on edge and quite frankly a tad pissed at her. i am not saying we have no right to be pissed, i am just saying to try to have a good time. i remember coming out of the supper and saying to myself, now what the hell id I accomplish by being so negative. Like I said, if you want a shot at an R with your H, you have to stay pleasant.
Hope you have a nice evening....lower the expectations and TRY to have a good time. You deserve it.
