unevitably aboard the D train...

[cat03]

was emotionally hijacked for a moment there gals))))))))))))

You are right, and if there were ladies who stood by while their H's went back and forth to ow every 3mths, more power to them, I stood by mine after he went back to her 2x in a matter of 4mths and it was sheer hell, and I dont' want to live like that nor wait 5yrs. IF, and that's a big if, IF he ever got the guts and brains to want me back he'll fight his way in (which I doubt it, the core of the problem was that he couldnt' face the consecuenses nor come clean nor fight for what was good) , otherwise, he is not the man for me.

I was part of a group cops wife online, and they asked for me and told me same thing, they can't fire him. I told stbx back then, but nope, he wont' take meds.

And yet again I doubt God, wondering, trying to piece together a future in my head when I know zilch of what is going to happen. I leave it all to you dear Lord, for all my effords to keep H have been pointless.
You gals are totally right, it was all what he was doing. I went down fighting.

Quoting Frank_d

Cat03 is worth fighting for, but stbx has always run from a fight.