hey toots)))))))))) I saw your post on the list of M who made it, there were quite a few stories there similar to mine and even worse (with ow in and out) and for a split second I thought...what if I hang on longer? but, those W/Hs stopped their Ds, stbx is bent on getting the D done as soon as the year of waiting is up. And frankly, it would take a few yrs for stbx to be normal and able to be the man he was, the man I loved, I have been waiting for that man since Sep. 2005, it's been 3yrs (someone waited out 5yrs of MLC!) I dont' think I could wait that much, it'd wear me out and I just couldnt' handle that long of a rejection.
I dont 'want to harbor any hope, I dont' know if their sitch was as dramatic as mine, with all the uglyness lies deceits and betrayals I put up with, I gave 200%. SIGH
great
I have now to remind myself of what my C told me: "each time he's come back from ow he seemed sorry, he kept saying the same things, only to do it over and over..."
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
