Next Steps for W2G (4th Thread)

[AliSuddenly]

Hey W2G... that made me smile, friendship mode is so boring... I guess thats what I feel too! Yes its great, yes, were' lukcy, our WAS communicate with us, do little things for us, hell they even spend time in the house with us.. but...its all just, not much to get excited about! Its not romance. Anyway, its hard when you enjoy seeing someone, you cant help getting your hopes up, then they turn round and go again. Each time for me, its like a little bit of their leaving you all over again. At least he did come to stay with yuo when he was sick though, which is huge. He didnt have to do that, he could've gone to his Mums?

I think you are amazingly strong, becuase you are doing all this and handling it brilliantly, and with a little one, a 2 year old with this man. I dont know how you do it and stay so sane. I wish I were a little bit more like you! As soon as I am better, I think I will try going to yoga too, if you really think it helps that much.

Ali xxx
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Me: 37 BF: 34 T: 9 years
IDLYA: 2 Nov 07
Own flat: 26 Jan 08
Depression confirmed: 4 Mar
backing off?