I guess the reason I had to walk away with my hands in my pocket is that a hug would have broken me down to tears - but I see your point.
One of the realizations I had last night when I was journaling and reading other posts was how much I depended upon my wife for just about everything - which is just the opposite role we played when we got married! Becasue of my job, I don't have "my" friends where we live, where she does, which is great (well, except for one :-)) and the others are "our" friends. I do work out about 3 to 5 days a week depending on my travel schedule. I am trying to think of things to do, to GAL.
Thanks again Stella - appreciated.
M=46 W=47 M=24 (together 26) D21, S19 Bomb 3/16/08 OM 3/28/08 WAW moved out 5/16 Divorce final 10/09