I am trying hard to move forward. IT is WIERD!! VERY WIERD. I am really looking at MY LIFE and what I need to do to prepare for MY FUTURE etc. It is so strange to not have it linked to H in anyway.
Hope that i can be an encouragement to someone some day. I am kinda sick of not being the helper anymore.
You are being an encouragement righ now, you are looking forward, so many are still in the horrible first stages of denial and shock and it's good to know that there is light at the end of the tunnel, that the pain wont' always be so vivid all the time.
I have been a helper and also wanting for help, I'm coming out from one of those "rock bottom" weeks, when I was stuck back in denial, I feel strong again, thanks only to God. It's give and take here, that's why I love this place
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.
