Not the person I was before

[redhottie]

W2G, you might be right, this might be another bump on the roller coaster. But H has lied to me for the last 10 months. I have done everything he asked and changed everything that he said was a problem. That doesn't matter to him. It seems as if he had his mind made up 10months ago that he would never try to save this M. I think he wants it to be over but he doesn't have the guts or courage to end the pain. He wouldn't even tell me face to face, I had to get the answer in a text. Do I really want that the rest of my life.

Kalni, I mentioned me taking the girls on a vacation to H. When I said where I wanted to go was too far to drive he said fly and rent a car. I said that was a waste of money and he asked why. I pointed out that he makes a lot more money than me. H said he would pay for the Ds. Maybe I should give him a bill for Greece.

BBJ, I don't know what to say other than I love you and wish I could be there for you too. I wish our Hs would just grow some balls and level with us so we can move on.