It is weird isn't it? Before this all happenend. I absolutely loved my life. I used to tell people that my cup runneth over. Now I feel I've been kicked out of my life. I've been kicked out and OW is trying to jump into it. I have told my H this a couple of times and he just blows it off.
I too am living day by day. Sometimes hour by hour. And like you, Most days I am okay. I am working alot and trying to stay busy so I can stop thinking/worrying about H. Wondering if OW is about. Then there are days when I am so down. Can't stop crying and trying to convince myself to end this damb mess and go file. Then I can't.
Hang in there Treese and know you are in my thoughts and I am praying for you,
TOH
M41 H42 D17 Adopted N14 M22 T24 "Bomb" 4/07 Sep 8/07 Admitted OW 11/07(only to me) OW back 12/4/07 PA on off thru 7/08 says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08 D final 7/09 Moving on and up!!