Treese,

It is weird isn't it? Before this all happenend. I absolutely loved my life. I used to tell people that my cup runneth over. Now I feel I've been kicked out of my life. I've been kicked out and OW is trying to jump into it. I have told my H this a couple of times and he just blows it off.

I too am living day by day. Sometimes hour by hour. And like you, Most days I am okay. I am working alot and trying to stay busy so I can stop thinking/worrying about H. Wondering if OW is about. Then there are days when I am so down. Can't stop crying and trying to convince myself to end this damb mess and go file. Then I can't.

Hang in there Treese and know you are in my thoughts and I am praying for you,

TOH


M41
H42
D17
Adopted N14
M22 T24
"Bomb" 4/07
Sep 8/07
Admitted OW 11/07(only to me)
OW back 12/4/07
PA on off thru 7/08
says done w/OW but not coming home 8/08
D final 7/09
Moving on and up!!