The fact that I still want my h back tells me that I am not ready...But the being alone is awful. I know I have my d who loves me but she is not an adult companion and should never have to be that in my life.
Trying to shake up my h any suggestions? The GAL and going dark etc have not had an impact on him, the GAL has been great for me. But nothing seems to get his attention for long enough and how many months, years does this go on? Someone said 1 month for every year you together...that is 16 months.
Off to take d to doctor later, h would not contribute to paying towards it but i have made a plan, lets's hope all goes well.
Hope everyone out there stays strong. I myself am in a strange place of hanging on and letting go - I think I am finally beginning to detach.
