Beauty is still holding on ths site and kids..

[BEAUTYandWAH]

lwb~
How are you? I am glad you stopped by~ Thank u so much~ Comfortable with him sometimes.. also I feel distance, which is not much sadness nor lonelyness. More like new beginning of getting to know each other. Possibly boundries are working for me.
He is still trying to convince me that he is not with anyone. I don't tell him I believe it or I don't. If he keep playing around and trying to tell me nothing is going on, probably I will be tired of listening to him. (I hope...) I am trying not to be influenced by his sweet words.. I should only see his action/behaviours that clearly tell me he is working on R with me.

Tonight, I invited him to my work event, which means lots to me. I told him about this for a long time and he didn't come. Excuse was 'it's raining'. I am upset but it is his action. He chose not to come whatever the reason was. Very dissapointed.

Later the night, I called him to say good night to kids. He was sorry. He asked if he can call me back after his homework was done. And one hour later, he called and we talked about tomorrow's schedule. We found out we both will have free time around lunch. He asked me to go lunch together. As of now, we will go lunch tomorrow. I am curious how things will go. Hope good. I have GAL plans this weekend. My friend invited to a party. I will stop by for a little even though it will be lots of younger people...

Trying to be mentally stable.. it's hard!
Beauty