Totally Lost after 23 years

[CBK]

Got busted snooping today! I can't believe how hard it is to NOT snoop. I don't even know what it would get me. A few days ago, I admitted to my wife that I looked for phone bills, her email and cell phone - not sure what I was looking for, but decided to stop. Well I thought. She told me today the phone bill is online, so of course, in my idle time today, I went to the cell phone web site and tried to look it up. It locked me out and then sent an email to my W! She brought it up in MC and I totally admitted it. Said it was hard, even though I know she is still talking to him.

What this did - she said one reason why she felt she had to call him was that I WAS snooping... talk about driving your W into the OM arms... that was the first contact she had in over a month with him. Big backslide. Like I said, rotten day.