BBJ, although it helps to know, it feels like a part of me died. I do know though that I can move on, and I already have lunch plans with a young guy for lunch tomorrow. Nothing romatic, just crying in each others' lunches most likely. BUt at least I know I have plans with someone who wants to spend time with me.
R 23 years M 20 years Bomb June 2007 S Oct 2007 Ds 11 & 16 Ds and I moved out Aug. 2008