I'm still keeping my distance. I've been using the thought stop technique a lot today. When I think things are better I move closer and I usually get burnt. When I think there's a future with my W that's when I thought stop.
You may be right about her knowing which buttons to push. When she pushed them all at once I walked out of the MC's office. The hugs were my idea and she's hugging me now b/c she thinks I want them. The hugs were more of a habit then a want. I think it was her way of trying to set things back to when she had control.
Thanks for helping me prepare for what's to come.
Karen - I've been told I wear my heart on my sleeve too. I hope this gets easier. For D10s sake I want to stay in this M.
