I'm sorry that the MC didn't go well. Don't worry too much about the backslide. You are still new to all that, give it some time. Things will get better. Don't let anything your W says or does get to you, she is not herself right now. Doesn't matter how unfair she is and what she tells about you, don't defend yourself, don't try to explain things to her. Just listen and try to validate her feelings. I know how frustrating it is, but please try to remain calm and positive.
I hope it will go better with IC tonight.
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08