I know that you have Snodderly keeping up with you and encouraging you.
I just wanted to offer that, you can control those peaks and valleys, by keeping your expectations as low as you possibly can. Basically the higher the expectation you get, the farther you fall if it is not meet.
Enjoy the moment, but don't expect it.
And listen to Snodderly, she is amazing.
Experience is a brutal teacher, but you learn. My God, do you learn. - C.S. Lewis
Life is usually all about how you handle Plan B. - Jack3Beans
Listen without defending; Speak without offending - FaithinAK