Had h's attention for a short time this evening. He started to talk to me about his family and his work. Had him a little bit interested in me (I am looking really good as I have lost all the baby fat and I am back to what I looked like when we got married). We had an amusing conversation and it was a little more relaxed than usual. Weird though as I feel I have to almost play a game with him.

Someone said on the forum u have to become friends again before you can rebuild a relationship...so true but I don't know if I like the person he has become. He has virtually become a stoner who seems to have lost all ability to be an adult.Hmm, makes me think!

Any comments about my previous post? I know I am back and forth but my h has cut me off, other than when he visits d I hear nothing from him. I am dbing like mad but I have very little to work with and starting to want comfort and companionship!Also worried that no one would want a woman with a baby (my own h didn't!)