For the guys with kids and a WAW

[hopeful4her]

For some reason, I am just having a rough day today. I miss my best friend and our daily calls to each other just to see how our days are going. We were doing this even until a couple of weeks ago. Watching movies together on our bed. Just the closeness. No intimacy since last September, but at least we were close. Then I tried pursuing. Backfired big time. As much as I am trying, I cannot get her out of my mind and it is hard to focus on work. I almost need her to be mean to me so that I can harden my heart. But she isn't.