An Outlet?? I thought involving myself in my kids would be my outlet....but getting them involved with stuff, leads to H being involved.

He did text me today to see If I was having a good day. I didnt answer him. Then he tried calling me twice. I didnt answer then either. After about 30 minutes I was feeling guilty for not answering and I called him back to see what it was he wanted. He said he just wanted to make sure I was doing ok since I didnt answer his text. He also said he knew I was kinda in a bad mood this morning and he wanted to make sure I was ok. I just told him I was fine and that I was just not in the greatest of moods this morning.

Please, an outlet would be great! I do know I do so much better when I dont have contact with my H. Actually it is easier....but I end up seeing him nearly every day of the week because of the kids activities....except when he has a meeting of some sorts with EMS/fire. I guess last night just irritated me because he stayed home. No meeting. Just him time. When do I get ME time?? I dont have a choice except every other weekend. Things have got to change and soon.

Last edited by kissak; 04/17/08 06:30 PM.
Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10