Quote: I am REALLY having a hard time with guilt & anxiety.
I believe this is only natural. My W too went through this for a brief period of time. She woke up in the middle of the night a couple of times with an anxiety attack. It didn't last too long and she learned to work through them.
You know SBH-SAM, you may feel badly about how you handled the most recent situation with this old client, but I believe the universe provided this opportunity for you to learn more about yourself... Have you not realized some important things and grown as a result? I imagine you can say today that you are more equipped to handle these types of situations with other men than before??? This is an important thing to recognize and accept, that you were open enough to listen to the universe. Try and take heart, SBH-SAM, and feel grateful for this gift.
