I hear you catfan, it's the same feeling (thank God it is dimishing) I'd get every morning when it was a beautiful sunny blue day and I had this happiness in my heart for a heartbeat about "wow! it can be a fun day"...then I realized I'd have the day without H. The sad feeling is fading, God has helped me to think of each beautiful morning as MINE and the kids, that I will have a gorgeous day for ME to enjoy.

You are prob coming back with my coworkers, they went to Vegas for a NAB convention. I went to VEgas with H, I loved it, I hope I can go again, it is a neat place, next time you go you'll have a blast, I promise.


Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2

30something
2kids
survivor of S, MLC, A, D
I have peace in my heart, at last.