NikB #26 (tentatively moving to Piecing, again)

[MichelleLT]

What a long couple of days for you. I hope you are taking today off work.

I also did not go to see my grandmother after she was diagnosed and we knew she was dying. I had not seen her in about 8 months. But when I saw her that 8 months prior at their 60th wedding anniversary celebration, she was happy, pretty healthy, dancing with my grandfather and laughing. That's the way I prefer to remember her. I too have some regrets and I wondered often if I shouldn't have gone to see her, but it's in the past, I can't change it, so why beat myself up over it? I made the decision I felt comfortable with at the time.

H's support has been amazing. He even very softly said "love you" when he left for work this morning.

Yay!!!!