Well i saw my doctor..he precribed Xanax for when i feel an anxiety attack coming on and Lexapro for depression. But my insurance denied the Lexapro and now i'm waiting on the doc to prescribe something else..I am a wreck!! Don't know how to do this anymore..Maybe it's my imagination but after my H had contact with OW again Saturday night he seems to have withdrawn from me again..He blames me and says that he's getting tired of my accusations and questions. However prior to his contact with her he was more patient and understanding..I need to detach now..it hurts so bad casue the only think I want is to have my husband back and be intimate again..i miss it so much I feel like i'm going insane..I need to keep myself busy..and I know what i need to do but I'm having the hardest time Cause I have no patience and my worrying is driving me nuts..I'm sure you're all tired of reading me complain all the time..i just feel so lost..I need to get stronger..
Me: 36 H: 34 2 D's: 10+13 Married: 13 yrs(Together 15) Found out about A-Jan 08 Finally ended April 08..I hope?? Struggling to co-exist in peace
