ANY THOUGHTS - I rushed it??

Remember-I had said something about - Talking to her friends Monday night-I also thought our friends-Heck I knew I didn't have any friends..I GUESS

She called my office this morning - Repeating same crap -

I could only say- Misery loves company- Everyone at a BAR is miserable-

All friends at a BAR -Want to do -Is divide and conquer..

If she was said to be sleeping with or having an affair with (OM)- Then by god -She was just going to do it with him.. The only thing I told her - I am sorry to hear that.. She is in control of that..

She claimed and repeated -She came clean on Tuesday - Then when she turned her cell phone back on Tuesday afternoon after work -Looking to meet me at the house after work -But I called her -She had her phone turned off at that time.. So I only waited 10 min -Started a load of her clothes and left..Went on to go GYM by my self-She had all these texts and voice mail messages from all her BAR Friends told her and repeated what I told them (4)people

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I told her I was achieving a new life out-side the BAR-

She said -Well go ahead and attempt to make her look like to bad person here- With my GYM and good lil' boy things.. She was already to recommit and work on (R) ISSUES TO MOVE PAST AND FORWARD- Now she had too eat crow for things she didn't even do - and much less it all come from me..

She was going to just DATE THEM ALL..
Her (H)-At-least he wasn't a mama boy -Was a real man - With goals for a wife..
The (OM) Well she might as well at-least try him out -Sinse everyone in our small town thinks -She got caught by me -Running around..


I closed with her this way --
YOU WILL DO WHAT YOU WANT ANYWAY...
YOU KNOW ABOUT MY FEELINGS FOR YOU...
I AM SORRY FOR THE WAY YOU FEEL ABOUT YOUR THREATS OF PA WITH OTHERS..

I am going forward with the GYM and Healthy things for me..
She said she will different times than me- It wasn't what she wanted - Look in the mirror at my mouth..Then ask myself -Why she isn't with me as my G/F or GYM or my house..

SHE WILL BE BACK ON SUNDAY TO PICK UP HER THINGS..





Is it always like this kinda of ROLL-COASTER -??

Damn it I should have just came clean about my mouth Monday ..


M:43
G/F:45
R: 1 yr and 8 months

We all want to be loved...
With someone who is in Love with You