Yes Grace, that is what gets me through too....but I am in such an ill mood today. Or really this morning....H called and talked to the kids. I didnt want to talk to him, but son handed me the phone and said Daddy wanted to talk. H asked if I needed to talk to him. I said No not really. He asked why I was in a ill mood. I really told him that I was disappointed that he didnt come last night. Then I ended the convo saying that i had to finish getting the kids off to school. He wished me a good day and I just said thanks and hung up.

I was just ill....just fed up! Im tired. I want to be loved again by someone. I want to be wanted. I just laid on the bed crying this morning feeling sorry for myself. I am so tired of being patient and trying to be nice. I dont know what was wrong with me last night or this morning. I was just ILL!!!

I was mean to him, even fussing at the kids this morning. I have to deal with everything and Im tired of it!!

I think its time for my MLC!!

Kissak

"What time I am afraid, I will trust in thee." Psalms 56:3
M-37 H-37
S-10, D-15
M- 1993
First bomb- 12/23/06
Came and went too MANY times!
Gone again 10-25-10