HI Sam!

Those low PMA days suck don't they?

But what could be worse than spending XX # of years doing a job you thought you wanted but isn't right for you? Spending XX# of years and ONE MORE DAY at it .

What could be worse than having had not one, but two a's? Having 3, 4, or still being involved. Or having just a "fling" or ea and thinking it's okay, not seeing the harm.

What could be worse than not having been there enough for your kids and Sad? Continuing not to be there enough and having that to regret too.

What could be worse than a messy house? Well that's easy! Pretty much anything , of course my own hell-hole is getting on my nerves some.

Look ahead, love. You have SO much to offer the world, your family and yourSELF. So what if it takes some time to figure it all out, so what if it takes some fits and starts? So what if it means some financial woes? Can you not just sense the potential for great joy and fulfilment ahead?

I feel that for both you and Sad. I really do

Shiny