I'm not going anywhere, not yet anyway. I may not be doing things the DB way but...
My H and I are I think better TRUE friends now than we ever have been. He is showing me again that he cares for me and is doing all in his power to rebuild the trust he destroyed. I have to back off and give him the time and space in which to do all this. So being in an affair myself doesn't make it right but we have all done things we know weren't right at some point in our lives. I have always been the good girl that wouldn't lie, cheat, or steal. I am not saying I am throwing my morals and values away now however as others view my actions as wrong for me right now they are right.
I want FG to come back and stay. He must be under some serious stress in his personal life to say goodbye. He never came across to me as a runner...a fighter who would tell you to f*ck off and stop reading if you didn't like the posts yes but never one to throw in the towel. He obviously needs some time and space right now and I hope soon he will return. I only wish we could contact him some how to check on him.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
