Wow, you calling him tonight!!?? How exciting, go for it!
I agree with Kalni, I also felt your life sounds full of magic and exciting.. and makes mine feel small and flat and lacking in shine! So shes not the only one to pick up on that. You obviously do do a good job of distractung yourself, but it must be hard that you've had months of bad sleep. I go through phases, recently for a few weeks I led awake for hours each night "worrying", but then its better again.. but it sure does make you feel awful when you cant sleep for a long while. I am glad the Valerian is working for you, I have heard thats brilliant! Acupuncture (or deep massage, similiar I agree, works on the same points in the body) would really help too yes.
Gosh, so whats the plan for the phonecall.. just sound all cheery and chatty and hope for the best !? :-)
Ali xxx _______________ Me: 37 BF: 34 T: 9 years IDLYA: 2 Nov 07 Own flat: 26 Jan 08 Depression confirmed: 4 Mar backing off?
Me:40! H:37 Together: 12yrs IDLY & left 11/07 ADs 03/08 OW 8/08 Reconciled 05/09 now married! my thread
