Hope4us' Struggle, part 2

[Hope4us]

Thanks Kat. I know I need to give it time. I've been patient this long, I just need to be patient a little longer. And that's a hard thing for me. I'm naturally impatient. Now that she says she's told OM they can't talk anymore, I'm like, "lets get to work", but I know it's not that easy.

Last time I did the LRT back in mid Feb, it seemed to work. She began responding etc, but then she got back in contact with the POS (maybe it never ended, who knows?) and I forced the issue. Now I feel like this time, the A may be over for good, although I've thought that before. But this time, if your kids are telling you they won't talk to you again if you continue with OM, it's got to have an affect. So I'm hopeful.

WW is going to pick DS19 up from school this afternoon. It'll be 2.5 hours back with just them in the car. I can't wait to see what her demeanor is after that ride. I'm guessing there will be some conversation between them so maybe this will give her the final nudge to continue NC and if I give her enough time she'll wake up. If not, I've spent just about all the emotional energy I have fighting for this marriage.