WOW, I went to bed and woke up to a small scale civil war...lol.
Forrest...you better not go damnit. I want and need you here. Take time out if need be since you have some personal drama as previously stated. But do not be gone for long.
Everyone else...well, like I said opinions are appreciated. But do not for a minute think because I am involved in an affair myself that I don't want my marriage back. I simply will not sit at home lonely until H decides what he wants. I also will not pine away for him. He has changed drastically as a person and until I see more of who he used to be, I mean the nice man...the honest and truthful man...I will not for one second assume I will take him back.
My A knows now exactly why I am with him, my loneliness was a huge deciding factor in that. My desire for a sexual relationship also was. I am no whore but I am a very sexual 35 year old woman whose H left physically 4 months ago but who now realizes he left emotionally 10 months ago or more when he was living his double life.
I did allow myself to give in to my H a couple weeks ago with the sex...but not since...and trust me he has tried and still tries. And no I do not believe his GF or my BF would approve and would both walk away. However he claims the GF knows he cheated on me for 5 months and is OK with that so go figure.
All I ask right now from everyone here is to please stop with the petty back and forth bickering in my thread. I want anyone reading my story to learn something, not be disgusted by the childish stuff and leave without reading on more.
Really guys and girls lets do this properly please?!?!? Oh and for the record ladies...maybe this is why we can't keep men...look at how we behave sometimes.
Both 35 T 19/M 15 years S8/D5 It's over bomb/ILYBNILWY 12-22-07
