Ok So I started taking the bupropion yesterday (150ml). To help me quit smoking. I am to take 150 ml for the first three days then start taking it twice a day. I e-mailed Wife and told her I was taking a quit smoking class on the 23rd of this month and that I needed to pick up some medication after work on Monday. Wife has not said anything to me about this E-mail even though I know my smoking bothers her. Not as much as a heath problem for me... but it's just one of those things that gives her reason not to like me. But like I said she has not said ANYTHING like good luck or that's good. I am not doing it for her anyway so I really don't need any comments for her but Hey If a co worker was doing something like this I would encourage them... and I am not even married to them... Oh Well... So the bupropion bottle is on the bathroom sink. Now Wife is the kind of person that has to look up everything on the internet... Well if you look up "bupropion" 90 percent of what is say's is it's an anti depressant.... Not sure if wife is going to believe me that I am taking it to quit smoking or if I am depressed... She knows (at least she say's she knows) I'm not happy. But I think for the most part I have been keeping a pretty good PMA... This could be a double edge sword in some sitch... Like mine my W "seems" to be happy living like room mates... and if I "appear" to be happy then things are "ok". Crazy....... Anyway Son and I are going camping out at the coast this week end... First Overnight thing that I have gone on since I found the pic's... So I know Wife has not at least slept anywhere overnight with OM for the last year...... I may check the phone records when I get back I have not looked at then for several months. I know snooping is not "nice" but this will be the only way to really know if she has cut contact with him... If not then at least I will know more on where I stand. I kind of feel like if I continue to go the course I am on and not know for sure if she has cut ties then I am putting my head in the sand and just not believing the truth..
Later Husband
And if I claim to be a wise man, well It surely means that I don't know
