I hope you don't mind a stranger jumping into a raging battle .
Yesterday I wanted to post on your thread but it was late and I was tired, so I've decided to postpone it. And today when I looked up your thread I found great post from Bizarre summing up everything I wanted to say. What is left for me is to give you a (((hug))) and assure you that you don't have to apologize and/or show remorse or repentance in order to be listened to. You don't have to explain what happened . We all know a thing or two about rejection, loneliness and abandonment. And survival. I'm glad you survived! And I appreciate your honesty. You have learned that A is not what you want. Now try to put it behind you and move on, you have a M to save and a man you love to win back.
Bizarre, I agree with every word you say and I hope you will let me visit you on your thread.
Forrest Gump, are you leaving the Forum because you were told to do so?! If that's the case (it's a public forum, remember?) everyone can have a say in the matter. Here goes: PLEASE DON'T GO. I for one enjoy your posts, read everything you have written and I see a great insight there. You have friends on this Forum, you can not just walk out on them!
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08
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