well I guess tomorrow I will have to suck up my pride and have to see the OW. My cat Tyson is not doing well and a trip to the vet is needed. I usually try and go when I know she does not work but not this time, his life is more important than my pride. It will be really hard to see her. And considering my mood and stress over my cat, I am afraid if she throws me one look or comment I will go off on her. I pray to god I can keep my composer. Tyson has been my constant companion for 17 1/2 years. He is the only male that has stuck around. I am so scared i am going to lose him. He is my baby. Sorry for this post.. I just needed to get this out.
found out about affair 8/06 H moves out Nov/06 D final 8/07 X re marries OW 5/08 _________________________ Courage does not always roar, sometimes it is a quiet voice at the end of the day saying... " I will try again tomorrow". -- Mary Anne Radmacher
