I am okay tonight.

I am more at peace, that's for sure. I know God is in control and I do believe that this is just a blip on the screen, that he will not be gone for long. He is very afraid of me and has asked S17 two days in a row if i am mad at him because of the text he sent me yesterday saying he cannot do this, is miserable, etc..

i really did not think he would come home tonight due to the fact that it is our anniversary.

he will have to come here sometime to get some clothes.


tomorrow i am working my regular hours and on friday we have the day off which i am very happy for.


The Bomb: 08/05
H moves out: 06/2006
H moves back: 01/07 & Out again: 01/07
H moves back: 03/08 & Out again: 04/08
H moves back: 05/09 & Out again: 07/09
Divorced 08-12
Kids: 22, 20, 19