Joie thanks for the response. I think H and I are heading in the right directions i'm just very scared to trust in him and then by me not asking any questions it makes it even harder. I dont know where he is at with breaking things off with OW and I want to know very badly but I imagine when it's over he will tell me.
Kept myself busy today as to try and stop thinking about all this. Took S19months to park and H came over this am for a short visit. My MIL friend gave me a couple of new books to read so I am off to try them out
