Where to even start with you...

Bare with me a little.. I have alot of "Drama" in my head right now and it is a little frustrating. If I seem a little off its because I am. It's not you (MMB). I am going to try and push through it. Hopefully.. I can get this done.

Off we go...

My issue with you is that you don't respond. We have touched on this before in that I gave adviCe, and you did not respond to it. You disregarded it all together. I can cut you some slack on that because we all make mistakes. We all walk thru this "crazy" time when it is really apparent we have NFC. Let there be no misunderstanding that you are telling me and everyone here that you want to change. I can't say I can save your marriage. I can make you a better you. In the long run thats all that is important. You for whatever reason.. were placed in this position. What you take away from it will effect you for the rest of your life. You can bet on that.

In posting I am showing you that I care. It takes a lot of time and effort to do this. I am not going to judge you, I am going to say some things that are harsh. You can disagree, call me out, argue with me.. all I ask in return is you listen and apply what I am telling you. Its going to be hard. It is going to make you cry. It is going to feel all wrong. Don't leave me hanging.


Relax
Eat
Think
Act normal
React.. Smartly.
Do something different.
Emulate.
Do Work.

Lets get "RETARDED" in here.